Hit the Ground Running.....

I'm ready to kick some butt in 2009! That's my theme for the New Year.

Continuing the task of self discovery is the first wrung on the ladder. I have only begun to unravel the many layers of my psyche.

So far, I discovered that I have a issue with confrontation. Yeah, I didn't see that one right away. But it's so true. Knowing this has awakened a different side of me.

I try to stay present in the moment and not slip back in old habits. I love this new revelation. I challenge myself, each time I feel uneasy with a subject, to not squash or let it go till later, but to lay it out on the table right away. I ask those difficult questions or say what I really think. Keeps from having to fill up my mind's hard drive with things I need to deal with. I tell you, things were really getting cluttered in there.

It's definitely liberating. Awesome feeling......